I sit here very disturbed, confuse and angry today. Yesterday I found out that one of my dearest friends passed away in a vehicular accident. Now i know i am not to judge, but everyone sits there telling me She was ready it was her time and God has plans.
What if that wasnt God's work because i certainly dont think it was. Why would he want to take away such a vibrant and loving NEW mom away from her precious daughter,two loving sister and mother. The devil is just as powerful he is a evil man he does things to make us hurt, turn against God and this was just one of his acts.
For me it is very difficult, I dont know who to be mad at I have a lot questions that cannot be answered. Why is the robber or killers or dictators still alive and Courtney isnt ..if God wanted to take anyone it would be them first right? This is not the work of God and we as people have to wake up and realise the devil is busy very busy.
This is why I try to live right its a very difficut process but it can be done. The worng this is always so much eaiser to do. Do the right thing tell your friends and Family you love them each day so you will have no regrets. Live have fun in the right way.
A Quote from Courtney When she had to leave her bady and head back out to work LAST Month ------MY FIRST DAY BACK TO WORK! I THOUGHT ABOUT SINIA ALLLL DAY!! CRIED A COUPLE OF TIMES..I'VE BEEN WITH HER FOR 6 MONTHS AND IT'S SO HARD TO LET GO! GOTTA GET USE TO THIS! NOW I'M HOME FROM WORK AND GIVING HER ALL MY LOVING! .......
NOW YOU TELL ME
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